Make Me Smile

My sweetest angel
What's making You wait?
Where all of these sadness
Should go on and fade?

The dawn is breaking
Do you see the sun?
The day of unfolding
Shall conquer us all...

Love... makes me smile
A secret calling
Bliss... makes me smile
My soul rejoices
Hope... makes me smile
Dream's desire

And You... make me smile
Above anything else..

Whispers of passion
I fully recall,
Freedom and longing
Of making us whole.

All that I ever wanted
All that I ever needed
All that I ever lived for

I see it... love is in your eyes...

The Wind

Stepping from the shadows
Of many thousand years,
I look up into Eden
Of many broken dreams,
The tides of longing
breaking the chains,
Of sweetest surrender
Unleashed into the rain.

The wind of changes... coming
The wind of wisdom... filling
The wind of passion... craving
The wind of love... saving

Kisses in the wind...

My angel is yearning
Of sweet intimacy,
Forbidden wanting
Sins and Blasphemy,
I watched through the Tigres
Rivers of two-way fold,
My search for the truth
Of vanity, defying.

The wind of changes... coming
The wind of wisdom... filling
The wind of passion... craving
The wind of love... saving

Lovers in the wind...

Will you save me from the fall?
Will you heal me from it all?
The Book of Secrets foretell
Dances of Moonlight spell...

The wind of changes... coming
The wind of wisdom... filling
The wind of passion... craving
The wind of love... saving

Secrets in the wind...

Need

Ancient Voices, Whispering softly
Calling my soul into an ocean of mercy,
Feeling the echoes of my sweetest longing
Tides of wanting..desiring..feeling..

Winter has fallen, a sudden cold
Trapped in a somber of two-way fold
When things are so grey, I'm losing my way
Tell me how do I go home?

For I am just human...and I need to be loved
My heart cries so deeply...wanting to love
The songs of my wanting...driving me mad
Into the hollows of desire...
Love to need and needed to love...

Passion is calling, I don't recall
Where leaves of kisses soon to fall,
Dreams of Spring time slowly fades
With the passing of each age.

For I am just human...and I need to be loved
My heart cries so deeply...wanting to love
The songs of my wanting...driving me mad
Into the hollows of desire...
Love to need and needed to love...

Will you rescue me from the shadows of night?
Will you walk with me into the light?

For we are just human...and we need to be loved
Our heart cries so deeply...wanting to love
The songs of our wanting...driving us mad
Into the hollows of desire...

Love to need and needed to love...
We are all made here
To live and To Love...

My Only Regret

Nights so cold and days are so blight,
Living without you and losing the fight,
Tell me is this the way to go on..
Things are just going wrong.

Your tender kisses haunting my mind,
Flames of passion, hearts full of fire,
Tell me how to stop the lie..
I cannot get you off my mind.

Set me free!
You said you loved me and you have to let me go
Hear me cry!
You hate to leave me but you have to let it show
Say Good-Bye!
You have left me standing in the winter's cold,
But my only regret is... I didn't have the last word.

Should have been wiser that you're playing me for fool,
There's no more love and I don't have any clue,
Tell me are you happy now
Having broken all your vows?

Set me free!
You said you loved me and you have to let me go
Hear me cry!
You hate to leave me but you have to let it show
Say Good-Bye!
You have left me standing in the winter's cold,
But my only regret is... I didn't have the last word

Wishing... things were never same..
Wanting... chances for two hearts to mend..
Feeling... Hating...

Set me free!
You said you loved me and you have to let me go
Hear me cry!
You hate to leave me but you have to let it show
Say Good-Bye!
You have left me standing in the winter's cold,
But my only regret is... I didn't have the last word

Loving you is my only regret!

Silencing the Pain

Words of rage
Kept within a veil of smile,
Silence crippling
The object of my desire.

My hands are tainted
Of crimson blood flowing,
Slicing through my pain
A soul of fury.

Remorse shall take no hold
My pitiless soul,
A requiem for a dearly beloved
Tears shall not fall.

Hush.... my pain whispered..

Summer Surprise

The sea awaits for me
Of waters so blue,
Fine crystals soft beneath my feet.

Summer is here
My heart rejoices,
Memories of hot summer bliss.

I bathe in the cool waters
Sunshine on my pale face,
Clothe in the fairest shroud.

A hand of iron grip
Saving me from the dark abyss,
A summer's surprise in a kiss.

Don't Walk Away

Your life is waiting
Don't walk away,
Where love means healing
Chances you have to take.

The fount of freedom
Don't walk away,
An end to sorrow
Of bitterness and hate.

Love in a shoebox
Don't walk away,
Of sweet surprises
A passionate embrace.

The road to salvation
Don't walk away,
Where all your sins of madness
The sea of life shall cleanse.

The Written Word

A secret word whispered
Into mine ears,
Flowing with swiftness
Into the wine of my blood.

Where the gale of wisdom
Shattering my very soul,
The plethora of hidden guilt
Carved into written words.

Many years of regret
My soul cries deeply,
The poetry of hate
An irreversible spell.

The written word shall haunt...
May heaven save us all!

Attempted

Running into his arms
where gentle kisses await,
She attempted.

Longing to escape the shame
of smiles behind a mask,
He attempted.

Whispering words of love
Soothing the fumes of hatred,
She attempted.

Caged inside Fury
Of lies and deceit,
He attempted.

A thousand words of regret
Hoping for reprise,
She attempted.

Longing to forgive
without a tinge of guilt,
He attempted.

Parting words of goodbye
Tears of sadness flowing,
They attempted...

Deep Inside My Heart

The echoes of my past
Embedded in my soul,
Far beyond the cherished memoirs
Of my bleak sojourn.

Where my voice is heard
Places of deep mourning,
To the end of hate
I lust for peace, rejoicing.

Of sky so blue
Where clouds of rain washes,
Cleansing this worn body
Freedom, where I belong.

Love speaks e'r so loudly
My world is shaken,
For deep inside my heart
Lies all these wishful thinking.

Reflections of You

Look into the mirror
" What do You see? "
Is it a face full of laughter?
Or eyes full of tears?

Listen not to what you hear
For they know nothing,
Look beyond through doubt and fear
" Who is this person staring? "

Caught in an illusion
Of likeness and shame,
What is this reflection?
A thing with no name.

See your soul crying
Longing to escape,
the mirror of life calls
reflections...asking...

" Who am I? "

Metamorphosis

Out from the sins
My fathomless guilt,
Snatched from the wombs
Of human desires.

Juliet is dead
From sorrow's infinite pool,
Heart laid to rest
Thrown into a trench.

Fire of Changes... calling
The Phoenix rises,
From the ashes of guilt, reborn
Into the light of new beginnings.

Soaring to the heavens
Looking down with no fear,
Taking plight into the wonders
Where Juliet is soon to be free.

Just a Memory

Face of Naivete
Staring behind a frame,
Memories of tainted past
Of love without a shame.

I seek my angel from beyond
Where dusk begins to fall,
Our bodies do the spirits sculpt
Of heathen lust, I recall.

Wrapped in a lover's spell
Isis and her prince,
Soon to be torn apart
A Whirlwind of wanting.

The veiled moon is calling
Such sweet and bitter longing,
Of desires and passionate lies
Just a memory...my heart cries.

Foolish

A hundred cup of tea
To cleanse my vanity,
A lifetime of regrets
A drawer full of debts.

A room with broken lights
Of bugs and bedroom mites,
A home crumbling into dust
Shall fall with a sudden gust.

An empty house I once called home
Now on streets I solely roam,
Darkness filling my very soul
Finding peace in pitch-black coal.

Foolish am I to trust so much?
Of false friends who had dared to touch?
My faith is but a penny's worth
Of sweet mistakes and hell on Earth.

Happy Endings

Sweetest of smile, I wonder
Words carried in a blunder,
Rushing through my veins.

Innocent faces, truly desire
Garbed in a Lovelorn attire,
Tears of mirth behind my eyes.

The Lady awakens, passion stirring
With thoughts of her man, waiting,
The altar of truth succumbs.

Day turns to dusk, his will unmoved
His veiled bride never came to prove,
True love shatters into shards of glass.

Happy endings are dreams of the past...

Colors of Me

Black, craddled me in its womb
The Sound of Heartbeat
Slowly beating out of tune.

White, the light that blinds
I came out of the abyss
into a world of humanity.

Purple, the horizon's sky
of ancient wisdom and beliefs
etched within my soul.

Yellow, the scent of doubt
whispering softly in my ears
words of fear and guilt.

Blue, tainted into the sea
of tears I hold within
spilling into the ocean of dreams.

Red, flaming into fury
Of life's injustices seeking
raging through my sanity.

Green, my poor soul heals
from the misery of the world
is but a tune of numbness.

Orange, vibrant hope that fills
Reborn in spring time
A better joy through the end of days.

Colors of my life, painting
a canvass that captures
the colors of me.

Bewildered

Mind cloaked behind Obsidian Veil
It makes me wonder,
A mask of smile that makes me frail,
My heart is falling under.

Twisted thoughts of irony
It makes me fear,
The truth behind such felony
Of tales I cannot hear.

Strangest of strangers
I am a moth,
Behind a smile lie unknown dangers
Seeking flames for my cloth.

Honeyed words meant to delight
I lose my wall,
A willing victim without a fight
Of words meant for a fall.

Tainted truth hidden
Tell me, my dearest friend,
Of sins that are guilt-ridden
My soul is bewildered.

All I Want

All I want is you
To spend some time with you.

All I want is love
To share my big heart that's true.

All I want is joy
To all the simple pleasures of this world.

All I want is hope
Of dreams that we build under the stars.

All I want is peace
To sleep in your sweet embrace at nights.

All I want is faith
For thing to turn out right.

All I want is life
Without the hatred for my past.

All I want is free
For the sake of divine humanity.

All I want is light
In moments of troublesome dark.

All I want is smile
Each morning to be inspired.

All I want is health
For that strength to live each day.

All I want is truth
Without the pangs of guilt and shame.

And... all I want is chance
To share these hopes with you, my love.

Losing Myself

Sunlight gently bathing my skin
Smell of rumpled linen so sweet,
I stare weakly at your lovely grin
Soon gone with a sudden fleet.

My heart sank slowly with despair
Stark cold room with my poor soul,
Beneath the sheets without an air
Such innocence you swiftly stole.

Distant dreams of bliss unfold
Painted lovers without a frame,
This prophecy was once foretold
Forbidden love with stains of shame.

I stood aloft behind the door
Of broken hopes, my body cries,
Too weak for loving, I implore
Losing myself amidst your lies.

You Can't Say

You can't say why
the truth is hiding in your eyes,
You can't say hello
when deep inside you feel so low.

You can't say goodbye
for in your heart there is a lie,
You can't say the words
of lovers quarrel that cuts like a sword.

You can't say you mean
all that love and gentle feeling,
You can't say you will
hold me close with all the thrill.

Here's what I say to you
a coward Joe who can't be true,
If you can't say it all
then better not make another call!